Just a thought... and a statement.

Some people don’t deserve our empathy. 

I’ve grown tired of people that do nothing but suck off all of my happiness I’m always ready to give away (it’s my fault, not theirs because they never asked for it in the first place. Yeah, I know. Yet, I’m the only one who ends up getting hurt).

It’s extremely exhausting to always be so caring and thoughtful, to always want to give without expecting anything in return, to discover you’ve been giving it to the wrong person, those undeserving, unkind that can’t be bothered people. 

They have what they lack in gratitude full of selfishness.

They’re so used to taking everything and everyone for granted, since they’ve always been handed every single thing in life.

I’m tired of being nothing but a stupid, useless and probably, definitely replaceable piece in their game of chess or whatever it is they’re playing because it surely is a game where they just sit and get to control everyone that comes into their lives for their own advantage, never taking into consideration anyone’s interests.

Why do we let people like that keep living that way, hurting and using everyone that unfortunately happens to cross their path. Moreover, how do we disable or discourage their behavior?

We empaths and fixers feel the need to speak our minds out loud because we see there’s something that’s rotten and it’s damaging their surroundings; everything it touches. I feel like it’s within me to do something about it and stop it somehow. I can’t let this type of people do and undo as they will, never thinking about the repercussions just to play the victim after. It’s all a game of manipulation that repeats itself over and over; specially since it’s so easy to take advantage of nice and kind people, whose only mistake is having a heart that’s soft enough to feel for them and offer them a hand, not knowing we are the ones who are about to be broken.

It’s very distressing to be a spectator with no power to appease the unavoidable and oh, so anticipated, explosion happening before our eyes; or even worse, being both, that and also a player in the game (in their game).

To be aware of being used, continuing to lie to yourself that you’re doing it fully conscious of what you are getting yourself into, believing you could be the one who causes a positive impact in them; only to realize in a near future you’re just someone else who tried but couldn’t solve one thing, with so many questions left unanswered; someone else that crossed their paths and was left with no other option than to walk right past it, never being able to look back, not for their but for your own good. 

The toxicity this kind of person is surrounded by is not worth your empathy, your love, your mind or even one more second of your life. Stop wasting it away because they’ll forever feed themselves off of your solidarity and kindness if you keep allowing them to.