Thursday, March 16, 2023

Otto - my cute little fur ball


My world in your eyes is all I ever saw

Infinite sweetness and innocence

With you by my side nothing ever had to make sense

I felt complete and I gave my all to you like there was no end


Now there’s something in me just dying inside

Life was good before and now it’s me trying to bring back the good in goodbye

Reality hits the hardest when it’s you in my mind in these dark cold nights

When I realize

You’re no longer here to hug so tight


Flashes of memories pop up so randomly

So I don’t forget you stopped existing 

The emptiness within me is reminding me constantly

I shouldn’t forget it’s you I’m missing 


My cute little fur ball

I don’t want to let go of

Forecast of rainfall

Clouds that cannot easily be brushed off


I wish there was a way I could cope with this better

I wish there was a way you could read this letter

Only so you’d know how much to me you mattered

Only so you’d know how part of me your absence shattered


If I could see you once again in this life

I'd enjoy every second, take a deep dive

Cause I don’t ever want to forget what it was like to hold you


If I could have you just one more time

to refresh my memory on what it felt like

Cause I don’t ever want to forget what it was like to love you